At the end of it all

At the end of love,
at the end of this sight,
the end of this memory and
this thought,
at the end of this night
the end of this all
what do You feel?

We dont love each other anymore.
We’d never loved each other.

When you left me all behind

mau mati gwa!…
seriously man ga tahan lagi disini.. tiap hari maunya pingsan mluluuu gimana harus ngerjain pr yang bertumpuk tumpuk lagiii, mana ada temen yang nyebelinnya minta ampunnn, trus yang patah hati lagi.
anyirrrr. >: (
minta mintaaaa besok kita bahagiaaa plisplisplisplissss desperate amet deh gwa kalo udah gini nihzzzzxx.

;o

Such a huge ego

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Final destination

more than a hundred days.

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Must be the weed

I could really use some tight hugs now

Should have been, more careful

2 days mc and now it feels like holiday.
went for movie Transformersll and it was great even tho it was a tad too emotional for machines but overall it was good but a little too long it got me frozen up in the cinema albeit my crrrazy temperature.
I promise the cinema was like mine the rate i was laughing and laughing on and on like nobody’s business hhahaa i laughed like ALL the time and i guess thats weird cause i was watching ROBOTS! omg hits forehead
i miss my friends and talking to them again relieved me so much and i can tell you with all I have that I love you guys a lot !
I met up once again with chew hui and clare and yingying and oh boy I was as happy as a lark grinning from one ear to the other ear waving like a happy bunny on an easter day and i wasnt kidding in every single word i said. i was so happy i could see them all again and chew hui and I purposedly missed my train thrice just to catch up with each other. so glad i met her and clare. i was so glad i did . Thanks yiwen for the movie plus sushi! I’m sorry you guys had to laugh so much, haiyah your fault laaaa hahaha!

Bboy is so cute when he’s petty I promise hahah .

Messenger/late night phonecalls / non stop texts/ late nights/ dark circles/bestfriends/ secrets @nights/ funny talks/truths/FB/ spams/ Bboy/ landpork/ ah neh/ inside jokes/ Ben guuzaguzawawazxzx/ SLK / okay/ sick/ feverish/ hot/ cold/ ugh/ good/ sour candies/ low battery/ old school photos/ Thailand/ plans/ evil man/ useless text/ annoying boy/ friends who changed/ friends who stayed/ letters/ shoes/ no more dream/ Bern finally online mad happy/ emwilly gone again/ tired/ byeeeeeee

Trained for hours/friends in the morning/ kokwee/ late for tutorials/ AMK library/ koreans/ more koreans/ annoying/ serkle lyne ;o/ Bboy/ FB spams/ texts/ phonecalls/ macho/ stranger/ more strangers/ obsessed/ iPod no battery DAMN/ no slots/ cold/ hot/ hot/ cold/ ugh ugh/ FB spams/ mrt serkle lyne bus/ speeding/ making your mind up/ arm pain/ smileys/ more stars/ star eyes for me/ FB notifications mad spam/ obsessed/ obsessed/ obsessed/ damn it obsessed!/ GALA dinner on sat stoked bout it!/ smart casual wear hawhaw/ shopping with Bern on friday (Y) woohoo/ prawning on friday yes no/ obsessed/ more veggies/ more apples/ more white tea haha ourrr favourite / boring phone/ i miss Clement Tay Jun Hao where are you my sweet sweet boy?/ Trust/ obsessed

I need to draw out my plans for the weekend now.
I have to see so many people MAII GAWDDD
I am so friggn happy I am seeing Bern tomorrow OMG SO FRIGGN HAPPY I CAN JUST ROLL ON THE FLOOR FOR NO DOGGAMN REASON NOW. yes, just about NOW.

It was only last night that I thought the things you did would break my heart like that, yes like that and I couldnt believe how I actually complained to certain people about it. Say it’s foolish say it’s stupid, I feel so so silly I thought mai hart was gonna brake brake into a million pisses, i was ready, so ready for it, I thought I was gonna cry, or something, a little bit of emotion, perhaps? But no, I realised I didn’t give much of a response to anything you (your friends) did. (or the girls did)

So so silly, I need to take a shower again now to wake myself up, how weak I thought myself was. I’m going to get a good laugh at myself now before I’m seeing you tomorrow. Well at least I think so.

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